Shadows

Monday, October 13, 2008
Day 63 on Lexapro.
Day 41 on Lamictal.
posted five days later.

My thoughts are still racing at times. Most of the time they are good thoughts about my new life — my forward journey. Encouraging ideas that will help me survive.
When I get tired, though, the bad thoughts return. They pummel me now like [...]

Soft Heart

Sunday, October 12, 2008
Day 62 on Lexapro.
Day 40 on Lamictal.
posted a few days later.

“Oh there were others/ Some were friends/ Some were merely lovers.”

- Don Williams
I am a lover. I possess a soft heart. This is something I hate to admit, as it is a dangerous quality to be sure.
But it is true.
When I make friends, I [...]

Superfluous Aspects

Saturday, October 11, 2008
Day 61 on Lexapro.
Day 39 on Lamictal.
posted a few days later.

“…we don’t have to worry about money no more. And I said, that’s good. One less thing.”
- Forrest Gump
Today, I had one of my first photo shoots in a while.
A few months prior to the breakdown, I had scheduled two weddings for [...]

The Joy

Friday, October 10, 2008

Day 60 on Lexapro.

Day 38 on Lamictal.

posted a few days later.

Today is okay. My head still gets a little bothered, but I’m pretty sure it happens when I get tired, overwhelmed, or lonely. At some point throughout the time that passes, I experience all of these things in varying degrees.
Today I am tired. And [...]