Friday, October 10, 2008

Day 60 on Lexapro.

Day 38 on Lamictal.

posted a few days later.

Today is okay. My head still gets a little bothered, but I’m pretty sure it happens when I get tired, overwhelmed, or lonely. At some point throughout the time that passes, I experience all of these things in varying degrees.

Today I am tired. And a little dehydrated. I have a lot on my mind.

During the time spent on the thirteenth floor, a lot happened. Everything started to become clear again. My energy has returned. Things that took everything I had a few weeks ago now seem effortless and ridiculous. This thrills me. Every small chore I complete sends a surge of elation throughout my entire body. The small things are so fulfilling.

Because I know what it is like when they feel so much bigger and more impossible than they are.

The joy is starting to come back. I have renewed interest in exploring…and creating…and succeeding.

I am feeling happy again.