Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Day 106 on Lexapro <oops.>

Day 84 on Lamictal

posted much, much later…

This day, everything crashed. My head went into a steady buzz of confusion and all of my thoughts ran together so neatly and politely that I hardly could do anything about them. I mustered through the day and this night the doubts and pain flooded me again.

And I had to admit to E. Liz that I had not taken my medication in a week.

And she knew this was a very bad thing.

So she told me to pick it up the next day and not to stop taking it again, for any reason.

Good advice.

I guess sometimes I just need someone else to gently push me in the right direction.